You don't realize how often you think about something until it's not there.
I'm still surprised at how often during the day I think about our little baby.
"Better drink some more water, it's so important for the baby to stay hydrated."
"Don't lift that, it's too heavy when you're carrying the baby."
"I'm craving chocolate, but I better have some fruit instead because I'm eating for two."
"Maternity clothes...ugh! Good thing this little baby is worth it."
It's constantly during the day. It's a little bit like a whole new heartbreak every time I have one of those thoughts and then immediately remember that there is no baby any more.